Monday, June 16, 2008
Day 78 of 100 Days of Blogging
OK, with only 22 days left of this 100 days of blogging, I'm running out of things to talk about. Yes, I know that shocks those of you who know me IRL, but I'm struggling with ideas of what to blog. Maybe it's because I'm in such a bad mood. I've been having severe lower back pain for almost 2 weeks now with no idea of the cause of it. I got in a disagreement with some people over an issue which I feel like I'm making the best decision I can on and I have to stand up for that even if others disagree with me. I'm burned out on school. I've literally started a countdown on my iGoogle page which tells me that I have over 400 days to go until I'm through with school. I'm struggling with feelings of jealousy rather than contentment. I hate that I see myself as so angry and that I let that anger explode oftentimes on those I love the most. I don't know what to do. I feel like I just need a vacation from life. So, I guess it could be any of those things that is making me struggle with what to blog about. It's hard to be happy and post interesting things when it feels like a lie because I'm not happy and I can't think of anything interesting right now.